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Deconstructionism: The Most Sincere Form of Self Criticism

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1.
Resignation 02:11
Resignation : natura non contristatur (nature is not saddened) Ashen skies silver and beaten dressed in the height of fashion the passion in violence exposed. Lips meet deceit mocking and vile; gray clouds foretell lamentable times. An unforgiving presence lacks sympathy; destroying all in its path.
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Drop Piece 00:21
Drop Piece : mundus vult decipi (the world wants to be deceived) Flies are waiting to eat our flesh, insects so civilized but we're contaminated. There is no murder in a holy war, it's alright ma we're only bleeding. christianity will be the final plague christianity will be the final plague
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11:32 00:53
11:32 : quem deus vult perdere, dementat prius (Whom the gods would destroy, they first make insane) Time I am destroyer of all beings engaged to destroy all in this world. Of all the solders here none will be spared both sides will be SLAIN
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Fallibilism 02:26
Fallibilism : manus celer Dei (the swift hand of God) Worry it's so one sided. This telepathic threat. The children of the good, I will take. We are all in this theater, in the aisle screaming fire. Crushing the weak in a panic. Even dogs attack their masters. Even god attacks the masses.
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Obfuscation 02:20
Obfuscation : reductio ad absurdum (leading back to the absurd) A global fabrication distracting fascination socio-religious propaganda televised the atom and the eye who the fuck is on our side we're nothing but reactions following moral factions who argue over faith facts checked by blind men with agendas guessing by candle light that which befalls all men so too shall befall every beast - - pray for immaculate genocide pray for sinless annihilation pray for consecrated murder in the name of god
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Jisei 00:55
Jisei : Servo Permaneo Bovis Provestri (Save the Last Bullet for Yourself) Bring the plague home. I'll eat the rats. Teeth are covered in black fur and feathers. Ravenously asking for more. End this day with a death entre nous. Sometimes it's easier to imagine someplace else. Anywhere is better than here when it's like this.
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Mallory Weiss Tears : in vino veritas (in wine [there is] truth) Last call, tube is on fire ten after one, god's pissing blood don't you lie and tell me it's rain. We've got a lot to learn about time travel. There'll be no confessions tonight.
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An Isolated Incident : dona nobis pacem (give us peace) We want to bear witness there is no fear in our eyes let the true story be told let the true story be told "all that we wanted was to bring light to a world dying for love." Darkness falls on the last white night.
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Impermanence 03:18
Impermanence : cum mortuis in lingua mortua (with the dead in a dead language) The old suffering returns prescribing new addictions to treat other afflictions brought on by previous prescriptions. Walking farther from the mountains and closer to the sea never assume the dead or the silence in their graves. These are desperate times famine or cannibalism together in hell we will incite insurrection. The world of night ours that which Milton explored shall be our prison unless we escape this very minute.
10.
Strozek 01:57
Strozek : vita incerta, mors certissima (life is uncertain, death is most certain) Now that the cards are on the table, see whose been bluffing all along. The competition has become stagnant, and I don't care anymore. I bet it all on a losing hand, it's time for this game to end.
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On the Sufferings of the World : sui caedere (to kill oneself) my voluntary death I assume monomania a final violent outburst an act of self destruction antithesis of self preservation egos unflinching absolution in defiance of being I am the doomed hero's reason using destruction for creation history makes legends of fools the desperate moment presents itself
12.
Dukkha 02:24
Dukkha : diem ex dai
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Masada 08:48
Masada : condemnant quod non intelligunt (They condemn what they do not understand) Eyes closed the voices soon appear in that moment everything is clear As skies paint the pallor of death I take a final arid breath No god can save us from this pain as everyone here will be slain children, mothers, neighbors, lovers drawing lots to spare each other From violence outside the wall the siege won't end until the fall since we cannot commit the sin of suicide we shall begin Death from our own desperation the quiet end of a nation methodical knives one by one slit throats in rows under the sun
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And 00:03
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end 00:03
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turn 00:03
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dust 00:03
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House of Dolls (free) 05:46

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released January 9, 2009

(Released as blowupnihilist)
Arranged/Written By – Andre Sanabria

Engineer – Andrew Gormley at The Red Room (Seattle, WA)
Mastered By – James Plotkin at Plotkinworks (Hoboken, NJ)

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Andre Sanabria San Francisco, California

Andre Sanabria is an electronic musician and sound artist based in San Francisco, California

Developing his style singing in hardcore bands and performing under the moniker blowupnihilist, he’s toured internationally; establishing himself in the DIY punk and noise community

More recently he has been releasing ambient records; Aphorisms (2019), Versos (2020) and Fragments (2022)
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